Reading Arizmenda Lyrics So You Don't Have To

I have always had a bone to pick with this guy. Everyone online worships his music for whatever reason. The music itself is okay, but what really irks me are the corny "edgelord" lyrics that this guy writes. You could put these lyrics in a post-hardcore / mall screamo album and they wouldn't look even the slightest bit out of place.The shit he writes reads like a Tumblr post from a 14 year old girl. It's mall goth nihilism and degeneracy disguised as black metal. Exactly what I'd expect from somone who is from SoCal. As a fellow hispanic (this guy is called Murdunbad but his real name is Juan Cabello), I want to apologize. Look at his fuck ass pose in this picture too. If he wants to kill himself so bad why not do it already? Anyways, in this post I will do the chore of reading through every Arizmenda full length release song lyric I can find and putting the cringiest ones here. I hope I don't also feel like killing myself by the time I finish this. This is ALL the proof you need that Arizmenda sucks some massive dicks.

Within The Vacuum of Infinity, 2009

Beyond the Shadows of Emptiness & Nothingness

What must I learn from the Razor's King?
Must I realize my worthlessness?
I am nothing
I am more worthless than the worms
Absorb me
Embrace me
Destroy me
I am alone
Alone in the cold to witness the destruction

Poison Yourself...with Thought

Scream with me
Realize your nothing
Infinity within
The mind is the purest canvas
Did I exist?
Was I alive?
Infinities within
We can take her with us
Dripping…
Crippled by ego
I've learned to pain with my blood
Crippled by ego
I've learned to paint with my blood
Crippled by ego
I've learned to paint with my blood
Crippled by ego
I've learned to paint with my blood
Dripping…

Drowning in the Pain of Consciousness

Cut me
Drink all my sin
No escape from the thorns of dilemma
What is this that wants me alive?
You can stop time with the letting of blood
Stop time
Release all your blood
Paint the walls of your mind
Lick the blade stained with my blood and pain

Deny the Disease of Life

The arms of depression embrace me
The arms of depression leave me scarred
I was bred to pervert you
I will make you mine
I'll have you all
Come embrace me
I want you all

Without Circumference Nor Center, 2011

Endless Hunger and Pain... the Need to Feed

Endless hunger and pain
You're all I ever wanted
Your soul beside me
Tell me that I'm all you wanted
Tell that I'm your whole world

Lie to me
Lie to me
Lie to me..

Riders of the Pale Horse... Crucifixion of the Worm

Molesting me
It burns
From inside me
It yearns
For my soul
It yearns
To take control

Touching me
I am a child again
Hurting me
I am innocent again


Look at me
Look at me naked
Look at me
Look at my penis
Look at me
Look at me naked
Look at me
Look at my penis
Look at me
Look at me naked
Look at me
Look at my penis
Look at me
Watch as I touch it
Look at me
Look at my penis

Touch it
Touch it
Touch it
Drink my cum

Tear You Out from Within... Tear You Out with My Sin

All you wanted from me was a lie
All you wanted from me is gone
All you wanted from me is lost
All you wanted from me is already dead
Nothing else matters to me but your pussy
Nothing else matters to me but your pussy
Nothing matters to me but the sweetened smell of your pussy
Nothing else matters to me but your pussy
Nothing else matters to me but your pussy
Nothing matters to me but the sweetened smell of your pussy
Nothing else matters to me but your pussy
Nothing else matters to me but your pussy
Nothing matters to me but the sweetened smell of your pussy
It tastes so sweet

Virginity Without Breath... Touch Me

Death's kiss
You are so wet
Kill me
You're so wet
You are so wet
Kill me
You are so wet

Embrace Beauty in Your Arms... and Slit Her Throat

The answer is I don't deserve to exist
The answer is written in stone forever
The answer makes my black heart stop pumping blood

Stillbirth in the Temple of Venus, 2014

Scabbed Knees, Rope and Vaseline

Cum and stab me
With steel pins
Filling your gash
Pain making me stop
And laugh
Make me laugh
Beating me
Scarlet
Black
And blue

Cum in Your Wound

Pull my leash
Take control
Semen
Blood
Stains
I’m on my knees
Lead me
I’ll follow
Force me
Make me obey
Whip me
Lock my chains
Teach me
Lessons in pain
Make me a servant
Faithful
Faithul boy
Put me in my cage
Put me back into place
My demons playground
You have what I crave
Say you’ll be his slave
Stroke it hard...
This way...
In your wound
My cum...

Rotted Seed...Poisoned Egg

Tied up - Force fed
Torn apart
Take me
Say it twice
In my ears
Say it twice
And I disappear
Hold me and scold me
Our love child
Bruise me and bite me
Rip me in two
Make me...
Infertile...

Innocence and Illness

Open Clear and void
Fallen
Angel
Toy
Open
Clear and void
Fallen angels - Toys
Open
Clear and void
Fallen
Angel
Boy
Open
Clear and void
Fallen angels - Boys
Fallen angels - Toys

Satyriasis

Forcing copulation
Mine tonight
Need manipulation
Yours tonight
Crave humiliation
From you
Tonight...
Kiss your crown
My head bows down
Wash your feet

Voices in My Bed

Fondle myself
Scent of a woman
Hair standing on end
The fire is laughing
Help me lick my wounds
Help me eat her womb
Help me

CONCLUSION: I could not finish this. I cringed way too hard reading through all of this. After some thinking, I have concluded that this guy is just some sexual deviant because he was probably molested as a kid and has no talent for writing and hates himself. That is literally the only thing that can explain someone writing "edgy" slop like this. He needs to start writing mall screamo for teenagers instead of black metal.